I want to reach that stage when I am reciting sukhmani sahib and I don't know how when it got completed also Its like a slap on your face because you feel like you're just parroting. You know it hurts the most when you are looking at the number of ashtapadis remaining and how close you got to 24. Maybe someday I will complete 40 days of my paath soon. I think its these dare I say favorite stanzas that keep running in my head all the time lol. "Bhagat janaa ke praan adhaar" (the basis of the life force of his devotees).Īnd ofcourse the ashtapadi 21 of nirgun brahm. Such pangtis provoke a very grand yet loving image of god in our hearts. Sagal dev haare avgaahe" (That whose plays knows no bound, even gods have grown weary searching for him). "Haran bharan ja ka netr for" (He gives and takes back within blink of an eye) I love sukhmani sahib when at times we're given emotionally stirring descriptions of god's power : Keeping up with 40 days is tough I must say ! Its saddening but I try to do it each time and keep falling. I have gone maximum 3-4 days of paath and then the cycle breaks. If I recite physically, my tongue gets tired or I find myself reciting too quickly. If I recite within my mind, it gives more anand as in understanding and relaxation but soon my eyes get heavy and body becomes slumber. My issue is that I start with enthusiasm but just after a few ashtapadis, mind is already somewhere else, in memories of past or anxieties of future.
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